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Sunday, 24 April 2011
Saturday, 23 April 2011
SUCK #@!@#%#
24/04/2011 Sat 12.23am
Today actually should be happy but when the time is at 11.25 here started to be like shit....
The PC is freaking suck and not fair at all...when i reach home,my mum say why now only came back?? why don you came back at 5am in the morning,than she said for what i doing renovation but now nobody at home...thn she said better say condo since all ppl in this house don like to stay at home...I don understand why she said tht...it's really hurt to hear tht from her....Now my bro is sick having fever at 38.5'c but she don even care at all and having nice dream....What the hell is going on in this house???? I really don understand man, the feeling of care,love is going off slowly and slowly..... I am so sad and my feeling to moving out getting stronger and stronger......Really sad to see what is going on wit my family.....Hope my bro can getting better and better....
Today actually should be happy but when the time is at 11.25 here started to be like shit....
The PC is freaking suck and not fair at all...when i reach home,my mum say why now only came back?? why don you came back at 5am in the morning,than she said for what i doing renovation but now nobody at home...thn she said better say condo since all ppl in this house don like to stay at home...I don understand why she said tht...it's really hurt to hear tht from her....Now my bro is sick having fever at 38.5'c but she don even care at all and having nice dream....What the hell is going on in this house???? I really don understand man, the feeling of care,love is going off slowly and slowly..... I am so sad and my feeling to moving out getting stronger and stronger......Really sad to see what is going on wit my family.....Hope my bro can getting better and better....
Thursday, 7 April 2011
Daily live & feeling: 08/04/2011
Daily live & feeling: 08/04/2011: " Yesterday i was sick, my family not even ask me anything or care about me....some still ask me to fetch someone go out......"
08/04/2011
Yesterday i was sick, my family not even ask me anything or care about me....some still ask me to fetch someone go out....the tem of my body is 3705 my head is so damn paint but stil can ask me to do tht.....what the hell man!!!!! as i growing up the lesser care i get....what can i do to take your attention??? drug, smoke or wat???? i already try my best to score i high marks in my coursework i get 40.5/50 for my QM3, 32/50 for eco, than malaysian studies and cost & management accounting pass but the lecture don want to let us know the mark.....i need to do wat else to take your attention and care.....
why you all are so care about tht fucking bitch??? because she still small , or what??? Why the love and attention tht you give are all to her???? why??? why she live more better thn i do why??? why everything is more on her???? can you tell me why???? are the answer still the same( the earth is round) or what????
I'm really suck of this kine of life....before you going to langkawi you still can say don scold her don make her stress....for your information i am not going to scold someone without reason....you know tht better thn me....if you care about her stress thn wat about me??? who going to take my stress of???? who going to make me feel like i am in the house??? who???? i feel empty in this house you know??? she stress thn me?? din i look relax to you guys???? i can laught, i can smile, i can keep quite let you score, but behind all this paint,stress you know???
I am stress and suffer to study,what is tht for???? to make you guys proud, to make your life and my life easy for the rest of the life.....tht wat is study for....you wanted me to take accounting course i listen to you...even my never study before add math i try my best to don make this sub fail and now i trying my best to get A in this sub....but at last wat i get???? i get nothing more thn unhappy and stressful life.....
If one days i out from this house without your inform i am so sorry, i am human being not dolls i have my own feeling and thinking ......i am sorry for wat i did wrong, but i will keep smiling like a dolls and live like a doll to you, when need me you will search for me when you din need me i was trough by a side.....Thank for growing me so big and healthy...but What i want is nt money but is your attention and love thts all......
why you all are so care about tht fucking bitch??? because she still small , or what??? Why the love and attention tht you give are all to her???? why??? why she live more better thn i do why??? why everything is more on her???? can you tell me why???? are the answer still the same( the earth is round) or what????
I'm really suck of this kine of life....before you going to langkawi you still can say don scold her don make her stress....for your information i am not going to scold someone without reason....you know tht better thn me....if you care about her stress thn wat about me??? who going to take my stress of???? who going to make me feel like i am in the house??? who???? i feel empty in this house you know??? she stress thn me?? din i look relax to you guys???? i can laught, i can smile, i can keep quite let you score, but behind all this paint,stress you know???
I am stress and suffer to study,what is tht for???? to make you guys proud, to make your life and my life easy for the rest of the life.....tht wat is study for....you wanted me to take accounting course i listen to you...even my never study before add math i try my best to don make this sub fail and now i trying my best to get A in this sub....but at last wat i get???? i get nothing more thn unhappy and stressful life.....
If one days i out from this house without your inform i am so sorry, i am human being not dolls i have my own feeling and thinking ......i am sorry for wat i did wrong, but i will keep smiling like a dolls and live like a doll to you, when need me you will search for me when you din need me i was trough by a side.....Thank for growing me so big and healthy...but What i want is nt money but is your attention and love thts all......
Monday, 28 March 2011
What is my feeling???
Happy? angry? stress? moody? sleepy? vomiting? boring?
Angry
Today i when to college for replace my accounting test,i am so rushing for that test, but when i enter the classroom, he say why you came at 11 a.m the class is almost finish. After tht,he ask me to sit for the test at 12p.m. He is the one who ask me to came on monday28/03/2011 at 11 thn he post it at 12p.m..I am fine with tht case. But after i done wit the test, i past it to him thn his face like telling me tht i am making trouble for him...suck man...i am paying money for what i learn nw and why should i see your face??? by right you should see my..
Stress
final exam for me is around the coner....11/4/2011...so damn stress...for almost 1 year i studying foundation course,for the first time i will worry about my result. I really don know why i feel tht ways???? Maybe i want to make my parent proud of me..maybe i want to be more advance or maybe i start feeling tht result for this sem is import for me to enter degree program.....hope tht not too late for me...i will stragle for this few week for a better pointer...tht is my promise to my parent,lou gong and me.....
Moody
this few days the whether is too hot for me...i cant stand it...and i will feel uncomfortable on this situation...this make me feel like i am living in the hell...hoping for a better whether from god...plz
Happy
today by right i feel happy with my eco assignment i get 13/15 but don know why i cant feel tht happiness...maybe is because of tht particular face make me feel like want to let he know what is real ikan masin with some black paper powder...but after few hour my feeling back to normal but still moody 20%....
Just now at 8.11 pm,my mum reply me congrate sayang ,i am proud of you..my ties fall down...for the first time my mum said tht to me...i feel want to hug her and cry but i cant do tht,tht is so roman to me and her... mum thank for tht few word,tht really meaning full to me....
Angry
Today i when to college for replace my accounting test,i am so rushing for that test, but when i enter the classroom, he say why you came at 11 a.m the class is almost finish. After tht,he ask me to sit for the test at 12p.m. He is the one who ask me to came on monday28/03/2011 at 11 thn he post it at 12p.m..I am fine with tht case. But after i done wit the test, i past it to him thn his face like telling me tht i am making trouble for him...suck man...i am paying money for what i learn nw and why should i see your face??? by right you should see my..
Stress
final exam for me is around the coner....11/4/2011...so damn stress...for almost 1 year i studying foundation course,for the first time i will worry about my result. I really don know why i feel tht ways???? Maybe i want to make my parent proud of me..maybe i want to be more advance or maybe i start feeling tht result for this sem is import for me to enter degree program.....hope tht not too late for me...i will stragle for this few week for a better pointer...tht is my promise to my parent,lou gong and me.....
Moody
this few days the whether is too hot for me...i cant stand it...and i will feel uncomfortable on this situation...this make me feel like i am living in the hell...hoping for a better whether from god...plz
Happy
today by right i feel happy with my eco assignment i get 13/15 but don know why i cant feel tht happiness...maybe is because of tht particular face make me feel like want to let he know what is real ikan masin with some black paper powder...but after few hour my feeling back to normal but still moody 20%....
Just now at 8.11 pm,my mum reply me congrate sayang ,i am proud of you..my ties fall down...for the first time my mum said tht to me...i feel want to hug her and cry but i cant do tht,tht is so roman to me and her... mum thank for tht few word,tht really meaning full to me....
Friday, 18 March 2011
18/03/2011
Yesterday 17/03/2011,i'm sick.....because non stop thinking about my qm sub...i wanted a good result but i already miss 15 marks on second mini test....OMG, with this can i get a B for tht sub????
This few week is rush hour week for me,21/03/2011 submit eco assignment,24/03/2011 costing test,30/03/2011 submit malaysian studies assignment,costing assignment & mini quiz for malaysian studies, 11/04/2011-15/04/2011 final exam.....OMG so peck man....just left few week for me to study....hoping for a good pointer for final exam for Pre-U course......may god bless me.....i must be strong for this few week....hoping after tht not entering hospital...sorry for my parent if i make them worry about me....but i just want to get a better pointer for you guys.....sorry ma, sorry pa.... start from nw i not going to play around anymore....i promise!!!!
This few week is rush hour week for me,21/03/2011 submit eco assignment,24/03/2011 costing test,30/03/2011 submit malaysian studies assignment,costing assignment & mini quiz for malaysian studies, 11/04/2011-15/04/2011 final exam.....OMG so peck man....just left few week for me to study....hoping for a good pointer for final exam for Pre-U course......may god bless me.....i must be strong for this few week....hoping after tht not entering hospital...sorry for my parent if i make them worry about me....but i just want to get a better pointer for you guys.....sorry ma, sorry pa.... start from nw i not going to play around anymore....i promise!!!!
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