Yesterday i was sick, my family not even ask me anything or care about me....some still ask me to fetch someone go out....the tem of my body is 3705 my head is so damn paint but stil can ask me to do tht.....what the hell man!!!!! as i growing up the lesser care i get....what can i do to take your attention??? drug, smoke or wat???? i already try my best to score i high marks in my coursework i get 40.5/50 for my QM3, 32/50 for eco, than malaysian studies and cost & management accounting pass but the lecture don want to let us know the mark.....i need to do wat else to take your attention and care.....
why you all are so care about tht fucking bitch??? because she still small , or what??? Why the love and attention tht you give are all to her???? why??? why she live more better thn i do why??? why everything is more on her???? can you tell me why???? are the answer still the same( the earth is round) or what????
I'm really suck of this kine of life....before you going to langkawi you still can say don scold her don make her stress....for your information i am not going to scold someone without reason....you know tht better thn me....if you care about her stress thn wat about me??? who going to take my stress of???? who going to make me feel like i am in the house??? who???? i feel empty in this house you know??? she stress thn me?? din i look relax to you guys???? i can laught, i can smile, i can keep quite let you score, but behind all this paint,stress you know???
I am stress and suffer to study,what is tht for???? to make you guys proud, to make your life and my life easy for the rest of the life.....tht wat is study for....you wanted me to take accounting course i listen to you...even my never study before add math i try my best to don make this sub fail and now i trying my best to get A in this sub....but at last wat i get???? i get nothing more thn unhappy and stressful life.....
If one days i out from this house without your inform i am so sorry, i am human being not dolls i have my own feeling and thinking ......i am sorry for wat i did wrong, but i will keep smiling like a dolls and live like a doll to you, when need me you will search for me when you din need me i was trough by a side.....Thank for growing me so big and healthy...but What i want is nt money but is your attention and love thts all......
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